Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Life so far......

So I figured I would start a blog to keep people updated on me I guess............
Life is challenging to say the least......but that is only because God is doing some amazing things in my life right now! I remember asking him to totally rip me apart a while back, if only I knew what I was asking him for!
Yea it hurts, but I know in the long run I am going to find freedom! I am going to be free from all the things that I have been holding on to. I am going to come to a place where the Devil no longer has any grasp on me, that right there excites me!!! Yea I am also know to be stubborn......so that is a little be if hindrance, but I am working on letting go of my will and allowing God to take control. Trust is a huge thing I struggle with for many reason, but it is also the most important thing in my walk with God! One step at a time I am learning to trust again...........that in itself is a huge accomplishment atleast for me!
So that was a bunch of randomness............but long story short.............God is doing something amazing in me! I just have to let him and I have to trust! I will find freedom in the Lord! I am seeing it is not going to be easy, but I will get there only with the strength of the Lord!
So there is a tiny incite to me, I will write more when I get to a point of understanding more!
Adios for now!